when I close my eyes
I can never seem to find
any kind of peace of mind
I try but I'm laying wide awake

when I close my eyes
somehow I still see the sky
even when my hands are tied
I wear this disguise like a ball and chain

soul sucker, motherfucker got a big girl problem
mind reader, big believer in conspiracy
what's the issue, bitch needs a tissue
'fore she tries to leave a game thats endless
I got a tempest in a teacup for a brain

when I close my eyes
people never leave my mind
even when theyre in my sightline
I never find them, it's never safe

when I close my eyes
nothings ever still or silent
when im feeling wild and violent
its never mine, its my stupid brain

soul sucker, motherfucker got a big girl problem
mind reader, big believer in conspiracy
what's the issue, bitch needs a tissue
'fore she tries to leave a game thats endless
I got a tempest in a teacup for a brain

nobody wants to not know whats real
its a big deal
its the one thing you cant control
call me when you cant feel
reality in the world you see around you
but the thing I believe will always astound you

soul sucker, motherfucker got a big girl problem
mind reader, big believer in conspiracy
whats the issue, bitch needs a tissue
'fore she tries to leave a game thats endless
I got a tempest in a teacup for a brain x2